Monday, July 21, 2014

terlelap

bukan niat untuk bermimpi, namun entah bagaimana aku terjaga disebuat padang yang cukup indah. the air breezing with fluffy clouds hanging so high, with bees always busy n buzzing around...the little yellow flowers sit with white ones. i lay under a shadow tree, enjoying my sleep. the air so grassy, fresh, sweet. then i realize, i need a getaway.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

hectic

busy? ye saya...kadang terlalu sampai tiada masa mendongak dan senyum. melompat seperti belalang layaknya. with meeting, courses, seminars... damn, every bit of it try suck every little fat in me...of course i love to lose few pound of fat but not burning me from inside. just want to lay down and sleep for a minute.  

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

seakan

menyelam ke lubuk rasa,
dongak, dan sedut udara derita.
berenang bersama dusta,
semuanya telah aku rasa.

berjalan bersama derita,
itu sudah terbiasa.
mengutip batu-batu rindu,
lempar ke tasik pilu.

melompat ke pagar sembilu,
untuk mengintai diri mu.
namun kau tiada di situ,
aku terus melangkah bersama kelam kalbu.

Thursday, June 26, 2014

tersadung

terkadang rindu mengasak dada,
ingin aku jerit bahawa aku bahagia,
namun ia dusta belaka...
beban tertanggung terasa perit tidak terpikul,
namun sekuanya aku cuba bertahan demi secebis janji,
yang sentiasa cuba untuk aku kotakan.
janji yang memakan setiap inci hati ini,
yang semakin perlhan-lahan mati.
sejujurnya masih ada perasaan cinta,
dan separuh...tidak..sebenarnya seluruh jiwaku akan mati.

Monday, May 19, 2014

Trying Not To Love You

You call to me, and I fall at your feet How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart How could anyone ask for more?
But if there's a pill to help me forget, God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying t...

Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far. And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor. And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for. Cause trying not to love you. Only makes me love you more




And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go. And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go...


So I sit here divided, just talking to myself, Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?, When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear..Said, I've been dying to tell you...



That trying not to love you, only went so far, Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for, We just keep on trying, we could be much more..'Cause trying not to love you...Only makes me love you more

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

one day

Saboori,
Kono’ dur besho az gham
Be farda to midvara
Hava to hanooz az dur daram

 Dele man hanoozam pishet gire
Nagoo ke dige direh
Joodaei ye rooz az
Bemireh

Bitabeh bi to man,
Bi to.
Harja ke basham bazam
Man duset daram!

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Can't Remember To Forget You

I left a note on my bedpost. Said not to repeat yesterday's mistakes. What I tend to do when it comes to you. I see only the good, selective memory.The way you make me feel, you got a hold on me, I've never met someone so different. You part of me now, you part of me. So where you go I follow. I can't remember to forget you. I keep forgetting I should let you go. But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight. The way she makes me feel like, The way she makes me feel
I never see to act so stupid.I'd rob and I'd kill to keep her with me, I'd do anything for that girl I'd give my last dime to hold her tonight, I'd do anything for that girl. i can't remember to forget you.