just numbers...

not really matters, how it's began, how it's play and how it's will end. we must face it and take it. if only...if only...if only u'r there with me, but you wont and you never be.

skyfall

This is the end
Hold your breath and count to ten
Feel the earth move and then
Hear my heart burst again

 For this is the end
I’ve drowned and dream this moment
So overdue I owe them
Swept away, I’m stolen

 Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together

Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together
At skyfall

Skyfall is where we start
A thousand miles and poles apart
Where worlds collide and days are dark
You may have my number, you can take my name
But you’ll never have my heart

Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together

Let the sky fall
When it crumbles
We will stand tall
Face it all together
At skyfall


Where you go I go
What you see I see
I know I’d never be me
Without the security
Of your loving arms
Keeping me from harm
Put your hand in my hand
And we’ll stand

just different and black...

wake up in the morning, after shave and shower, a dash of just different by hugo really make matter just different...cool and fresh up my day but a twist of spice that been mesmerize me for a long time. the basil and coriander scent been enrich by cool mint and wrap by patchouli, and cashmeran make me feel Invigorated thru my busy day!  after tiredness of task, i enrich my night by black from polo, one of my dearest! the scent of spanish, silver and woody wake me up to live my night to the fullest. the strong smell from wood been cool down by silver. balance from both are the most capture the wilderness of a man. for both, they are my sweetheart...

oh tun fatimah

sebenarnya, setiap yang ditulis sebetulnya ingin aku ringkaskan, xperlu berjela-jela sampai muak si yang membaca. ingin aku summarize ke dalam satu ayat yang ringkas dan padat seperti sebuah puisi tetapi penuh erti. stakat ini, hingga saat ini, terlalu dibayangi oleh tugas dan kerja, namun jauh disudut hati masih tersimpan satu rahsia dan rasa. terlalu sukar untuk diungkkap dan terlalu zahir untuk dipadam walau penuh dengan pelbagai reaksi kehidupan. tapi andai itu takdirnya akan ku cuba, walau berkali-kali tapi tetap akan aku cuba dan kalau kau menjengah, tinggalkan sedikit rasa agar terubat hati yang masih rindu...kerna rindu ben kepada fatimah sentiasa syahdu dan berlagu.

tired!

just got back from hadyai, next stop will be shenzen and follow by aceh then finish this year at NZ. plezz guys, i need a break. this is out of my league. out of my budget actually.huh. it's fun but time consuming and money flow just like klang river. but that is the time that i can chill my self and run from the busyness and tiredness of non stop task. but no matter where i went, where i run, the memories of that someone keep chasing me even i know the prize is not for me to ask...end!  

oOo..my eleanor

last friday, my eleanor been hit n run by some asshole. i don't know who hit it, but that asshole drove a black car by looking at marks that been left at my white eleanor. curse upon that asshole because he/she not just not paying a dime but not even leave a sorry note on my car.

rindu dendam!

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