A few days ago, i felt very different and that feeling still
hunting me until now. To be honest, i felt this weirdness from few months ago. The feeling
of emptiness, lonely and it’s so complicated and i wonder and ask myself, am i dying?
Or
something bad happened to me? What i’m after? I try lots of things to get rid
of this feeling. Try to keep myself busy, not to think about death but at the
end, a meet a dead road. The feeling
still beneath my head and pounding my heart so hard! I’m afraid for sure. i am afraid of death, afraid for life that waiting
for me after this. Praise to ALLAH, for HIM give the chance for me to breathe
HIS air but i always pray for HIM, for giving me more times in this HIS very
world. And now, i’m still searching for cause the feeling that hunting me. I don’t
want to feel this feeling again, it’s cold, and it’s full of emptiness and so
lonely even for what I have. Ya ALLAH, i’m so need YOUR guidance... amen.
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