life to the busiest

cant live my life to the fullest
coz it's full with the busiest.
time running so fast
even me cannot count the past.
crack the shell of emptiness
it is full with loneliness. 
melancholy come to my side
even sadness can collide! 

it's odd

have less and less time to spent,
but the life getting empty  and even more
not much to repay and repent
still barging for things i longer have no more

it's getting hot and burning
but the coldness is freezing