tak keterlaluan

terlalu penat, namun aku gagahkan.
terlalu berat, namun aku usahakan.
terseret dan meranggak.

what a day.

been rushed almost about a month, with non-stop of multiple tasks. pelbagai projek yang perlu aku handle dan siapkan. petang semalam, kepala aku berdenyut. it's been long since the last time i've been attacked by migraine and this is a real killer. i can feel the pounding in my head, blood that rushing in mu vein. terasa kepala seperti membawa 1 tan beban. now, approaching 24 hours and still no sigh for it to stop. ALLAH maha penyayang...

a card to remember

Sometimes, I just can’t lie to myself. I really did miss her, the way she smile, how she treat me, the love that she gave me always hunt me.  Still, I can remember that very day that changed everything. Usually I’m not the romantic type but I really want to give her a surprise,  so I drove to a supermarket to bought a card,  I miss her call, then I texts , told her that I’m buying her something. But she misunderstood and think that I wrongly texts to her. That the cause of really broken heart between us. We fight, and then I went to her, she fine for that time. Until, she on the bus to home, I know something big is happening, just from her texts, and my nightmare is coming.  That’s the end of our love but begin of her hate. I do regrets of my many mistakes but the love that I give her is my true love. Just for her. Somehow, she start to hate me, maybe to start to love someone else and all love between us turn to black of hatred in a short of time. I’m never  blame her, and this love that remain will always for her...

shhh...

 
Dance as th0ugh n0 0ne is watching, 
L0ve as th0ugh y0u have never been hurt, 
Sing as though n0 0ne can hear y0u, 
Live as th0ugh Heaven is 0n earth.